I got accepted into AFS France today! *whoot whoot*.
Over the past weeks, I haven't been able to get France out of my mind. I want so many things right now, for school to end, to get my host family, for it to be summer vacation. I'm tired of going to bed late and getting up early, and I'm tired of all of this waiting! I haven't gone an hour without being consumed in thought about France and everything that leads up to it. I've heard about how big a part waiting plays in the production that is foreign exchange... but I honestly didn't think it would be this agonizing. Waiting is a pure and imponderable mutiny, I tell you! A ruthless act against humanity itself, robbing me of my once so abundant motivation to carry out the mundane task that is the normal life of a teenager. Patience is for the feeble-minded. Not really.
When will it end?